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grad school woes + Jensen Ackles

Okay, so, I’m in a class this semester where one of the required assignments is seven snapshots about our lives. They can be anything as long as they’re autobiographical. So far I’ve written about my favorite book, that time I wrote a screenplay in Chemistry, and constructional apraxia. There are four left and in class last night, we were to all consider what’s in our list and finalize the decision. My list includes: meeting Jensen Ackles, the dizzy virus, a snowball fight in Nebraska, that time I realized I was depressed, one of my observations for my thesis, and a truly sad moment when I realized I had no grandparents. Thing is, I can only have four and except for meeting Jensen Ackles, the rest are pretty sad, and the dizzy virus would be hard to write about.

Anyway, the point of this: while a couple of people recognized his name, no one in the class actually knew who Jensen Ackles was. So I googled him on my phone and then passed it around.

So, last night, I was in a pretty bad mood, okay? I hurt my knee almost a month ago and it’s been steadily getting worse instead of better and yesterday, while trying to find a doctor, it seemed that neither of the orthopedic clinics in town take my insurance. I also got my period so I had a headache and cramps, and then there was nowhere to park, I was late to class, and it was drizzling. Okay? I just wanted to burn everything down and settle somewhere in the ashes to cry.

But. I passed my phone around with pictures of Jensen Ackles and it was hilarious because each one of them looked at my phone and either gaped or said something along of the lines, “Damn, he’s fine.” I laughed so hard, it was amazing. My knee still hurt (god, it hurts so much) but everything else seemed better.

I’ve decided that meeting him is the next snapshot, and one of my classmates really wants to hear about the snowball fight in Nebraska, and I’m gonna for sure write about the realization of depression (because that was a turning point in my life), but I’m still not positive what the seventh snapshot will be. Either the dizzy virus (because I do think I have a handle on how to start that) or that observation, because it was a powerful moment about how amazing and heartrending the ability to read can be.

Anyway. I just. All of them (seven women all well-educated) looked at pictures of Jensen Ackles and gaped. I loved it.

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maldeluxx
Mar. 11th, 2015 03:43 pm (UTC)
He really *is* fine, pretty much always has been ::)

(I have one grandparent left, my paternal grandmother - her mother was also a long-lived one... I do miss my other grandmother, she was quite fun. Never knew my grandfathers, one because he died before I was born, and the other one lived in Sweden after divorce and didn't contact us more than once before his death.)

My favorite book is the complete poems of Emily Dickinson <3
tigriswolf
Mar. 11th, 2015 04:16 pm (UTC)

My favorite book is Shane. I hate the movie so much because they got Shane wrong. *growls*

I've met two of my four grandparents, but I only barely remember one of them.
rionaleonhart
Mar. 11th, 2015 06:08 pm (UTC)
I hope things get better for you! But this Ackles story really made me smile.
tigriswolf
Mar. 11th, 2015 10:56 pm (UTC)

Thank you!
noybusiness
Mar. 12th, 2015 12:28 pm (UTC)
My grandparents all died before I was born (so did my Dad's older sister).
tigriswolf
Mar. 12th, 2015 02:58 pm (UTC)

I'm sorry.
mahmfic
Mar. 12th, 2015 12:42 pm (UTC)
See, I am not really into Supernatural. So if you had said his name to me in person I would have a) been like huh? cause I don't hear his full name out loud really. And when I read it, it is just Jensen or I guess a mash up of him and his costars or b) realize that there is like 1 Jensen in Hollywood and be like 'the Supernatural guy?' With that being said without googling I don't have a clue if he is Dean or Sam. My guess is Dean? Maybe? *hides*
tigriswolf
Mar. 12th, 2015 03:00 pm (UTC)

Yeah, he's Dean. *hee* I had a huge crush on him for five years, and I met him two years into it. *snickers*
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