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the holy lost - SN fic - R

Title: the holy lost
Fandom: “Supernatural”
Disclaimer: not my characters; just for fun. Title from Lucille Clifton.
Warnings: two counts of non-con incest; AU for “Born Under A Bad Sign”
Pairings: NotMegSam/Dean
Rating: R
Wordcount: 290
Point of view: third
 
 
            It was gentle, the demon in Sam’s skin. It made sure it didn’t move too quick, made sure he was prepped enough.
            It made sure Dean’s body enjoyed the act, while Dean’s mind screamed for it to stop.
 
            Sam won’t remember, Dean, it laughed with Sam’s voice. He’s locked so far down, he’ll never have an inkling. It used Sam’s tongue and mouth to kiss Dean’s neck. Unless, of course, it continued, you tell him.
            But it knew him, because Sam knew him. You won’t do that, will you, Dean? Burden baby brother like that?
            Dean kept quiet, trying to will himself away. And the demon kept up its soft, slow fucking.
 
            It bathed him, after, gentle hands on his sore skin and muscles.
            He would have preferred violence. He would have preferred pain and blood to the almost-kindness, to the care it took of his bruised flesh.
 
            You’ll never forget what Sammy’s body has done to you, it chortled, forcing sedatives down his throat. What he feels like inside you. What he sounds like as he comes deep in your ass. And Sammy—he’ll never remember.
            It held him with Sam’s arms, cradled him to Sam’s chest, until he fell asleep.
            He woke alone and didn’t find Sam until it almost killed Jo.
 
            He was glad Sam didn’t remember. And he would never, ever share that information.
            It didn’t matter, anyway. Wasn’t like the demon really hurt him. Well, it shot him and beat the shit out of him, but what happened in bed—not important. At all.
            So, it wasn’t like Sam needed to know.
            In his nightmares, though, he still heard it laugh with Sammy’s voice, and tell him how fucking tight he was.
 
 
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albeitslowly
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:06 pm (UTC)
*g* This hurt in totally yummy way.
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
thejazzter
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:06 pm (UTC)
This was really good, I like it! I'd like more! <3
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:10 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reading!
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tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:11 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
dreamlittleyo
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:10 pm (UTC)
God, ouch, beautiful. (I'm too incoherent to say more).
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:11 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
deanshot
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:15 pm (UTC)
Poor Dean but christ it was a hot read. Evil possessed Sam, *goosebumps*.
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:40 pm (UTC)
Hot? Really? I didn't think I was capable of that. Thank you!
extraonions
Sep. 30th, 2007 02:39 pm (UTC)
That was awesome and creepy wrapped up with a side of wow! Loved the way possessed!Sam's gentleness undid Dean more than violence would have.
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:41 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reading!
darkpike
Sep. 30th, 2007 03:18 pm (UTC)
that was sick. And needless to say fabulous.
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:44 pm (UTC)
*glee*
mgbutterfly
Sep. 30th, 2007 03:29 pm (UTC)
Ooh, that made me feel all dirty... in a good way. Damn.

Yummy.
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:56 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
naotalba
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:02 pm (UTC)
I liked this.
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:59 pm (UTC)
I'm glad!
kuhekabir
Sep. 30th, 2007 04:52 pm (UTC)
Oh my, almost makes me wish that Sam does find out and gets really angsty on it. :)
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 05:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reading!
malfoymercy
Sep. 30th, 2007 05:45 pm (UTC)
Gah! Great one-shot. The end was spectacular. :D
tigriswolf
Sep. 30th, 2007 08:59 pm (UTC)
Thank you!
akm30
Sep. 30th, 2007 10:08 pm (UTC)
Awww, loved it. It was great. I kinda wish Sam would start to remember though. I love Sam's angst and guilt. Great fic! You rock!
tigriswolf
Oct. 1st, 2007 08:59 pm (UTC)
Thaank you for reading!
deadbeat_nymph
Sep. 30th, 2007 10:59 pm (UTC)
Wow, you packed a lot into such a short piece. Great work. Any more coming?
tigriswolf
Oct. 1st, 2007 09:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you!

It's possible, though not likely, that there could be more.
aislinn_tredor
Oct. 1st, 2007 02:09 am (UTC)
Wow honey, that was just breathtaking and a bit heartbreaking. You put so much into such a short little ficlet, and it was amazing.
tigriswolf
Oct. 1st, 2007 09:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you so much!
layne67
Oct. 1st, 2007 02:21 am (UTC)
Somehow, I think the sex is way more painful than the beatings and the shooting. I don't mean the act itself but the pain of forever not letting Sam know about it. And probably somewhere somehow Dean feels gulity of feeling some pleasure in the sex?

He would have preferred violence. He would have preferred pain and blood to the almost-kindness, to the care it took of his bruised flesh.
tigriswolf
Oct. 1st, 2007 09:01 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reading!

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